Hono, I am here again thinking about you. I just want a phone call or something to tell you it will be okay. I keep wishing I was there for you. You might still be here today. Your mom tell me that I could not stop what the Lord will. I know in my heart she is right. I just miss you so much and skippy does too. Your mom is doing pretty good. I talk to her everyday or other day. We talk about you and some of the funny thing you did in life. She misses you really bad too. She also said you are in a better place. Josh is doing good. He has his own apartment now. Until we talk again. I love you.