Well Hono it doesn't seem like it has been 4 years since you went to be with the Lord. I think of you everyday and I have added a picture of your little man(Skippy). I still wish that I could go back to that day in January 2007 and made a different choice. I know that I can't and that is my mistake. You will always be a part of my life no matter what happens to me. No one will ever change that!!! You made me happy even though we had our ups and downs. I will always be graceful for you being in my life for those 12 years!!! I will love you forever. I don't think that anyone will ever be able to take your place. Yes I have try to date but it just didn't seem right. So I guess I will be a loner the rest of my life. I at least have the kids and grandkids close to me. Your mom and dad enjoys seeing me when I get to go down. I hope to get down there more now. Daddy is still hanging in here and thinks he can control me, but he is learning that he can't. LOL As I close my thought of you I will say again I love you as always!!! Tutta