Well Hono it doesn't seem like it has been 4 years since you went to be with the Lord. I think of you everyday and I have added a picture of your little man(Skippy). I still wish that I could go back to that day in January 2007 and made a different choice. I know that I can't and that is my mistake. You will always be a part of my life no matter what happens to me. No one will ever change that!!! You made me happy even though we had our ups and downs. I will always be graceful for you being in my life for those 12 years!!! I will love you forever. I don't think that anyone will ever be able to take your place. Yes I have try to date but it just didn't seem right. So I guess I will be a loner the rest of my life. I at least have the kids and grandkids close to me. Your mom and dad enjoys seeing me when I get to go down. I hope to get down there more now. Daddy is still hanging in here and thinks he can control me, but he is learning that he can't. LOL As I close my thought of you I will say again I love you as always!!! Tutta
Cassandra
12th June 2011
Hono life is really sucking here. I just want to give up and say Lord just take me. I know He has a purpose for me here or He would not put so much on me. I still have not learn to say no yet. I guess that what gets me into so much. As away you are on my mind and I love you so much.
Cassandra
21st March 2010
My Hono!! Sitting here wondering about you. I feel you are here with me all the time. I am trying to go on in life but you are always with me no matter what I do. Thank you for always being there for me. Skippy too! He has been alot of company to me since you have gone. He is getting gray in the face now. I know that he will not be here to much longer. Keep a watch over us as you always do. My love is always with you.
Cassandra
13th March 2010